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[10 Jun 2006|07:23am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I have spent a considerable amount of time investigating and exploring the degraded castle both from afar and travelling the levels of it. There are plenty of heartless there, and unlike other parts of Hollow Bastion, I cannot explain why just yet. They seem... attracted to it? There is no source of power for them there, no hearts to consume, no real source of darkness to keep them.

It felt vaguely familiar to me. The heartless apparently chose not to attack me either, which is very strange behaviour for them. I would have thought that they would use the opportunity to destory someone, but they seemed to be only interested in following me around wherever I walked. I do not remember coming to this place before, so their behaviour is something that I feel the need to investigate further.

The rate and intensity of the coughing has increased. I have managed to stave it off on several occasions, but I find myself being subjected to them more and more as I search for information. If I must sacrafice my body to gain knowledge, so be it. The power of knowledge is too great to simply pass over, and I feel myself growing closer to the answers that I seek.

I admit to not liking this feeling that I do not know. It feels familiar but not. I am not cetain what to make of this feeling... like deja-vu.

Apparently, there are others in the black cloaks such as myself. I would feel the need to confront them, but I feel more contented to let them go about their business. Certainly, I can observe them and figure out some of their mannerisms before I make my own presense known to them. Besides... the most natural behaviour is shown when a subject does not think they are being watched. Empirical results are required.

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[22 May 2006|06:49pm]
[ mood | amused ]

And then there were two. Saix is mine, and soon enough... eleven more will fall in line once more.

Meeting Saix has caused a rapid return of my memories. I know what I'm looking for, but the reason for looking is still a little shady. I created Organization XIII, for what point and purpose... I am determined to find out.

I will hunt each and every one of them down. I will know them upon seeing them, and, like the little lambs they are, they will follow he who rescues them from their own futile thoughts. I am feeling stronger with this knowledge, and this pleases me greatly... but there is still much I have still not managed to grasp.

Note to self: Be sure to keep any evil intentions on the inside. The same goes for evil laughter.

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Dark Portals [21 May 2006|10:50am]
[ mood | complacent ]

I have decided to leave The World That Never Was for Hollow Bastion. I have no method of transportation that will allow me to properly utilize the door of this world. It makes no difference as I have studied and come to know of a new method of transportation, and it will be used extensively. What lays beyond this world is for only me to know and others to bow down to.

Knowledge is the greatest power, but it is also the most potent poison. Power or poison... it will be mine to know. My coughing fits have indicated more poison than power, but that will pass.

Studying the dark portal that surrounds me now, there is something in this power that I have which sets me apart. Mere mortal men hold nothing to this darkness, to this power of mine... and I wish to build an empire one heart at a time. Yes, this is my wish.

To Hollow Bastion.

I will leave the portal open to allow a few of the Heartless to follow me before it closes. There is no fun like a little chaos, and I wish to see how the Heartless interact with the normal mortals of Radiant Garden. The heart appears weak to them, but that will come with time.

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[17 May 2006|07:25pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

And they still know... nothing. I thought for a moment that they couldn't get anymore ignorant, but I have been since proven wrong. It is time to reject that hypothesis.

I know, but I do not. This will have to change and quickly.

I have much to do. Come back to me, my peons... play my game once more and know what it is to be whole.

Oh, if only I had a heart... but I can feign emotion just as well. Humans are such simple pathetic creatures.

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